Looting Xmas spirit

So.....after having my car broken (again!!!!) , my corporate laptop stolen, having had no Xmas fun yet and being back at the office I can definitely say that this is the best day for this Xmas......I ' m surfing the web after having resolved a couple of...issues (portability was down.....so the cluster was rebooted.....but I had no root password.....oh hell....no worries that's what that little key in the front is for):P

I think the most Xmas spirit I've felt as of yet is by the Mighty BOFH

I really had lousy Xmas:P I'm hoping for New Years Eve :)

Also....the AC on our floor is broken and its like 4 degrees outside......we're freezing our a...s off......still I get to wear my really expensive fur in the office.........

Oh radio Gold is really nice also.....:)

These days are difficult......really difficult. The only way not to be depressed (for me) is not to let others control your program just make your own and if other wanna follow then ok..if they don't you still have your own schedule to follow.

I wish I had done that this year.

Magazines are full of articles for a) recipes for Xmas b) diets for Xmas. How pathetic is that?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!!?!?? Well the same every year.

The Athens center was GREAT. Just GREAT! I didn't get to really enjoy it but hopefully I will on New Years. It was fantastic! Music and singing and dancers and jogglers and balloons and clowns and so many people :)

I cried a lot this Xmas. And I hated it and I don't want to do it, nobody deserves your tears and those who do will never make you cry (or almost anyway)

I wonder is there anybody out there who can love me and accept me just the way I am? (I do get now Bridget Jones when Mark Darcy told her he likes her just like she is)