Ok, so I've been out of blogger space for a while and the reasons are probably too dark and too sad for such a sunny October day.

What I have come to realize in the past couple of months is that if you can sleep, if you can eat, if you can read, if you can smell the cool night air and if you can look out into the sun and feel warmth...then there is no reason to despair:)

I probably do not make sense , and I do not mean to but the thing is that I'm still me and thats cause for celebration enough...for me.

I didn't think after these past few months that I would still be me but guess what? I am.....

Go me:PPPPP

There are still things to fight and things to worry about and and and....the list is endless but it has a fighting chance...

So whatever is out there.....thanks........