Some day I'll look back and laugh....Some day you'll look back and cry - Stolen kisses and stolen glances and pretty much anything stolen as long as you can get away with it.....that's who you are

So......as I said I'm still here. Maybe not happy....but still here.

I guess things could not have gone worse so I'm picking up pieces and trying to move on, a bit more cynic, a bit more tired, a bit more sad, a bit more angry, a lot more devastated and crushed.

But I'll live......even though I think this year's birthday is by far the worse I've ever had (the only exception being the time I was in the hospital).

I am very dissapointed and a lot more bitter.......I cannot believe what has happened nor understand it......

But I am glad for people like Vasilis and Dimitris and Peter and Evi who are just there.....making me smile :) Thanks guys:)